Its 6 in the morning and i felt squishy. ciggies on my left and i cant seem to be wanting for some hibernation... It's weird... Dad's totally gonna kill me knowing I got tons to do today but the fanzin nature in me is not stopping nyahahahahha.

Yeah its the urge to be awake... maybe its the time left before I fly... its not nervour or expectation. It's pure anxiety though its only came to my mind now... making it vaguely the important part.

Its just that, I cant stop thinking lately... about what? I am still searching for it but I kept thinking... Its deep, as like enlightenment but not the Buddhist type and its awesomeeee. Have you ever try thinking about something you don't get and only you just feel that you are involved. It's vague but there!

Well gotta catch some shut eye before I shut down completely... after the episode of vampire's diary... nyahahaha.. till then

Sometime later

touchhheeee

Blog a blog... touch u in a while nyaha... dunno wat to write nyahha.. so damn hot nyaha

Thai Trip ^^

THAI TRIP... This is the first time I have ever been to another country = = , yet it is fun and its a whole new experience. muahaha. Cheap alcohols.

We went there by train (long 15++ hours journey) and arrived some time in the afternoon. The first destination is Hat Yai. This place does not have the best reputation but it's a nice place, unique entertainment events, nice foods and cheap clothes.

There we did less crazy thing than expected but its still an enjoyable trip. The moon there is damn bright in Songkhla that the place is lighted even without street lights. If only there were blue tears there.

Then we went to a yearly festival in Pattani. There are some performances with crazy dragon and lion dances. Thais like to decorate their dragons and lions with lights and its a beauty.

The fire crackers there is phenomenal. Its so much that my ear almost got deaf. Oh yeah, we were almost blown to smithereens by the fire crackers. Its all too sudden, a rocket like signal just came to our direction and the massacre of fire crackers began. Haha. Quite an experience.

We all went back tired and rushing in the morning. We all had fun and now its time I start my work again... T.T

I fucked up thoroughly.... i am the worst...

I am sorry for giving any bad feelings.... i am sorry i messed up my times... i am sorry i messed up my budget... i don't intend to make it looked like the way it is... i am sorry for not checking the time...

I AM SORRY FOR BEING A JACKASS....

-shit i failed so fucking miserably-

Too bored... fungee starts to grow.

Today I updated this blog because my friend told me to see his blog... feeling guilty and bored at the same time, I try to give it a shot.

Today weather er er good. Tummy er er hungry and I wasted my time playing games and almost slipped Pm's appointments for dinner and lunch.. yearps twice..

Over and over I had this emo feeling caused by the freaking boredom and thanks to pm again, giving me a song entitled, 原来你什么都不要, heck I know the meaning but its nice, for the emos. muahaha. highly recommended~ muahaha

long time II

Three months huh... hmmmm. Sorry for being late and to those I promised to update. No one see oso de la... Blog dun blame gau me nia... ahhaha

Intern? Slave? no one knowssss

From left : Fei Hung, me , Miki, Heng, Ping , Gan

My internship is like a never ending spin of a wheel. Repeat and repeat and repeat. Everyday wake up feel wanna skip work... cos class can skip ma. Why not work lerhhh. T.T

Feel so tired but the heck. I learnt many things there how to do this and that. How to talk cock or not. Haha. The place I work in Yellow Gecko.

The work starts 10am gerh.. nice right except its in Kelana Jaya and I am in Wangsa... Even the train takes 45 minutes... Really berh tong one. The work ends at an average of 10 pm.. walau werhh 12 hours work nia.. sometimes if lucky can siam at 7 la. If not until morning oso need to work. Haha. Siu siu regret choosing this path.

The guys and girls in the office are nice people. Two girls went else where to workby the time we leave. Wish them good luck. THe guys are damn hillarious. They are my seniors and also smoking buddies. They are cool. Gan takes me for bar or snooker at times but I suck at both. Haha. paiserhhh.

This here is my working computer. Haha. its quite good with visuals but FA would be another story. It lags like hell. Haha. But at least it got msn. So I kinda open it sometimes. This computer is the oldest one in the company yet it still functions well.

At first when I used the computer, I wasn't familiar with the keys of a MAC keyboard but after a week, I get confused working on my laptop. Weird huh.

Well speaking of which. A MAC's function are in terms of shortkeys are better than PCs and their colour nicer nia. Now I missed the white keyboar which I have been using for 3 months. Cos PCs shortkeys aint that convenient and also the open all windows feature.

Now this calls for buy an apple project but hear me talk cock first la. Buy o not need to see the future me. ^^

The office interior look something like this. No shoes inside. And there is a bright red sofa behind from the location of the person who took this picture. That sofa is comfy. There is also a briefing area where Heng or Gan brief us on jobs and the table looks like a dinner table.

I mistook that for lunch area at first. The last part of the are is the kitchen. The only thing weird there is the book shelf. But the books there are at more useful than those in my college library. For real nia.

Hmmm I dunno what more should I talk here but I think that's it. Kinda tired so haha. = =