Its 6 in the morning and i felt squishy. ciggies on my left and i cant seem to be wanting for some hibernation... It's weird... Dad's totally gonna kill me knowing I got tons to do today but the fanzin nature in me is not stopping nyahahahahha.

Yeah its the urge to be awake... maybe its the time left before I fly... its not nervour or expectation. It's pure anxiety though its only came to my mind now... making it vaguely the important part.

Its just that, I cant stop thinking lately... about what? I am still searching for it but I kept thinking... Its deep, as like enlightenment but not the Buddhist type and its awesomeeee. Have you ever try thinking about something you don't get and only you just feel that you are involved. It's vague but there!

Well gotta catch some shut eye before I shut down completely... after the episode of vampire's diary... nyahahaha.. till then

Sometime later