Thanks

I wanna thanks all who greeted and celebrated birthday with me yesterday for my birthday is forgotten all so easily hehe...... I am sorry to my pops to fathered a useless son as always but I will manage haha.

Early morning i woke up and went to pizza with my roomie, mun, fei lou and ah hon (cb lang) hehe. They ordered like 3 pizzas, 2 regular and a large one, 6 chick wings and a cake. Pizza hut guys played a birthday song which makes me damn sia sui there.. haha I dunno how to act actually.. Hide my face under the table or shirt. They were damn great frens haha.

Then I went to my bros to eat again ^^. Eating wont stop though I feel like throwing up by then . Hehe. I bought a packet of cigarretes there and hope that would be my last. See how I honor it !!! But I ended up smoking half of them in just 6 hours. Kinda freaky. Now I am feeling god damn dizzy and really uneasy. It feels like having 3~4 shots of spirits ya know.

Bachan... I think the war I plan to stop a while. Any more and I would lose it all including myself. No troops to defend the fortress is not good de. Cos that day I told you the path I have chosen and now I am seeing it through and now I feel great. ^^. No worries. It's not that I will not win the war its just that I need to reorganize the troops and manage the resources. To arms my men!!!

Yesterday cakes' day goes to the birthday fruit cake. Smooth sponge cake with lotsa fruit toppings. Kinda good actualy. Much more than I anticipated. Haha.

Well I think I should stop for now. Kinda feeling nausea again haha. Good bye smokes. Good bye war and helloooooooo life~~