Good Grief and Good Night

The cakes of the week... Well I went overboard and had two one which is the chocolate mud cake which I had on Saturday and the White Chocolate Macadamia which I had today. I cant stop myself. I went to the shop yesterday and White Choc Macadamia wasn't around so I had the Chocolate Mud cake which have chocolate that melts in your mouth. Ladies who love chocolates must have a taste of this but the taste concentration is far from those in San Francisco coffee but the delicate texture back the whole thing up..

Macadamia on the other hand is quite sweet today but the taste of the extreme milk chocolate is still there and I luv them god damn much... not as much as ... but still nice hehe.. CAKE RULES you sissies.. dun always dota la.. get some freakin life for god sake!!

Today I went to the convocation which I had a tiring day when I went to the convocation as an half assed photographer but I sure had lotsa time there.. All of them are still as crazy haha. Sure to miss u guys.. haha

Well I think I had a rough day of smoking my ass off so I am getting some fever hehe... to any of u who are reading (if there is any) bb

exhausting day

When I justfinished up my business at the school office today, Mr. Lee called and said he locked himself cus his key was in the room and he is in the living room, I rushed ack as fast as I can and since I have a fucking frail body, I ran like dog pile but its all fine and I think he was half an hour late but I dun think the lecturer care though.

Later ar lunch I met up with some old buddies voon khek, eric, ah hiew ah han, han liang and kien leong.... they dun change much except that the working guys talk about their job and their importance and eric just showed us his magic tricks. He improved but not quite there.. haha

Then I was damn bored after that as my life ceases its activity haih... sien go luk gu aaa... deng. Oh I finished charlize Throne today hehe... I know la dun look alike so haih.. I oso sien siu siu but Catherine is waiting for the touch up so I gotta make do with that in like 2~3 hours? HEhehe

Financial Crisis

Early this morning, which was about 1 or 2 am, Eric called and said he need his 50 dollars back and this spoil my whole god damn plan and I think I lost my cake day this week. T.T... Oh well, and early in the morning, I woke up and felt hungry but I cant eat so early as that will end up costing me more so I waited till 1 pm before eating. I must save up big time for August biggest horror has yet to come.. hehe

Well as of today I found a complicated arrangement of cherry pink and apple blossom white for guitar. I simplify it enough for me to lay the tune but I think it still need some refinement. Along with Mendelssohn's Midsummer's Night Wedding March. But I don't think the arrangement the untalented I derived is of any good so if you guys got any of those arrangements send to me please? Really wanted to play those songs hehe.

And before my nap today I had the same exercise routine 30 sit ups and push ups + 40 sets of squats.. Almost kill me in the process. At least I dun get those really pain-in-the-ass cramps already haha. Sucks to be me. I cant really get up though after that.

Well I think that is all the things I wanted to xxxx for today hehe

Motivation gone

Its been a week and I only had one cigarettes. I have been thinking of continuing smoking but something just aint right after i retard the habit for a week right? But as you see, my motivation is wavering like hell its practically close to non-existance. god damnit... Oh god if u are really there... save me la... still wait wat la... yiu

I know its not formal to ask help from those who observe but at least let me voice out my desperation. I tried to find some gate keepers to my smoking desire but it aint functioning well also... sienz...

I think I will stick in for a week again and if I really cant.. Halleluyah. Dunhill terus!

Today is Thursday

Due to some circumstances I brought forward my cake day which was suppose to be Saturday. I had a chocolate cheese cake instead of L'opera or macadamia and I had it in San Francisco Coffee with a Mo'Mocha to go with. Had to hand it to them the chocolate cake was nice. The chocolaty flavor go so well with the cheese and the texture was kinda rough but still good. Try them though they cost a lot for a cake worth though. Ladies try them. Guys prepare your god damn wallet.

I had Dark Knight today and mayb some will nag about the long movie duration but well to me it was damn good. Its hard to find a villain where he will be evil enough to make you laught. And the movie was action packed with a nice sound system to boot? What you don't want is miss this movie in a nice wide screen cinema. Really.

Hell I felt dizzy after the movie and I think I am gonna have fever since the heat is going up. Dizzy dizzy and I almost faint again after 20 squats before bath.. So till then.. happy days

Rain rain rain?

O dear rain.. you have been coming down with ur cats and dogs and chickens and chicks. What else do you want? Its been stopping and resuming. Are you pissing or what? Jackass...

Today I have been having a hard time waking up since I can sleep very very well after a bottle of beer. Yala yala I know I am not good with alcohol la.. sien.. I went to school anyways regardless of my heavy god damn legs.. haha almost stepped on a land mine actually..

But its all good since Miss Kik had no problem with the teams assignment handling and its all smooth since all 3 of the research question we set are answered in a nice and proper manner which means that our ass are wiped cleaned? Haha.. Its a great relieve... Really. I though the whole team would be a goner. Now its time for another ass to worry. Though the teach is loose but I don't think slipping pass without handing anything would be good. Haha...

Then I go home and I thought that its been a while since I ever did any exercise except walking so I did 20 sit ups 20 push ups and 30 squats and I nearly killed me. Thank god I din have abs cramp like I did last time for doing sit ups.. Abs cramp? Can you even imagine the state of my body if I got cramps just from 20 sit ups? haha

Well I gotta rest.. Now I am having leg cramps. God.. I wish I had a healthier body... Nuuuuuuu

Thanks

I wanna thanks all who greeted and celebrated birthday with me yesterday for my birthday is forgotten all so easily hehe...... I am sorry to my pops to fathered a useless son as always but I will manage haha.

Early morning i woke up and went to pizza with my roomie, mun, fei lou and ah hon (cb lang) hehe. They ordered like 3 pizzas, 2 regular and a large one, 6 chick wings and a cake. Pizza hut guys played a birthday song which makes me damn sia sui there.. haha I dunno how to act actually.. Hide my face under the table or shirt. They were damn great frens haha.

Then I went to my bros to eat again ^^. Eating wont stop though I feel like throwing up by then . Hehe. I bought a packet of cigarretes there and hope that would be my last. See how I honor it !!! But I ended up smoking half of them in just 6 hours. Kinda freaky. Now I am feeling god damn dizzy and really uneasy. It feels like having 3~4 shots of spirits ya know.

Bachan... I think the war I plan to stop a while. Any more and I would lose it all including myself. No troops to defend the fortress is not good de. Cos that day I told you the path I have chosen and now I am seeing it through and now I feel great. ^^. No worries. It's not that I will not win the war its just that I need to reorganize the troops and manage the resources. To arms my men!!!

Yesterday cakes' day goes to the birthday fruit cake. Smooth sponge cake with lotsa fruit toppings. Kinda good actualy. Much more than I anticipated. Haha.

Well I think I should stop for now. Kinda feeling nausea again haha. Good bye smokes. Good bye war and helloooooooo life~~

Same ol' Friday

Now now today was a fine boring day again and I have a surprise mid term.. Oooo scary and we are not supposed to inform those who did not show up. Kinda cruel.. hmm

Well today I went for Hellboy!!! Nice and its at least better than Wanted u angelina fan boys! haha and the story is kinda nice also for we can see that even demons can sing "Cant smile without You" . haha

Well I have been hooked on "Why do I keep counting". Its a song for those who dont know.. I think there are some in Youtubes haha. Its a good song

Lamenation

Today is another freaking gloomy and lame day which i had to worry again about my assignments.. Wont those ass stop coming at me?

I wish the course next semester would provide more drawing lessons. I hope since i really do not want to get into theories and laws which even the researchers have a hard time understanding. And according to the prospectus I got more laws (cyber laws) to read again. (Hooray and damnation~~) I think I should consult PM hehe.

Well I wish I had more money now that I feel like eating cakes again!! hehe. Cakes are the roots of life.. one bite and worries will fly away like shits. And though I dun believe in god, I wish I will have a stressless life after this semester and everyone will be happy.. ho. THat's all the crap for today.. signing out~~

Introduction to Siensation?

For the very first time in my life i had to go through nothing but siensation which a term my roomie created from the mixture of sien and sensation.

For god sake... the assignments are kissing my ass and I still do not have any motivation to do anything. It's been a while since I have been feeling damn tired and does not want to care about the things in the world.. I just wanna draw.. ^^" (advises anyone?)

But for the viewers to know.. my drawings is not that great also so it means my entire life doesn't amount to anything but er er nothing? I haven't been dating for the last 20 years and I think I am all rusty now.. damn you lady luck!! haha

Well that is all for my first blogging... sienz.. signin out~~